Have you ever woken up in the middle of the night and heard your parents yelling at each other then realize you're their topic? Have you ever woken up and felt like crap, even though your day hasn't even started? Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and felt disappointment?
I have.
Nowadays, i feel useless ._.
maybe it's just me, but ever since I've lost touch with my sketchbook the world slowly fades around me. Even worse is that i feel like i'm falling down and no one cares enough to help me. I've noticed that the distance between my friends is gradually becoming bigger and only one person is sticking through with me.
I guess that's what you'd call an actual friend.
and sorry, to those of you reading this and are like "WTF? I'm your friend too! You just don't call me or anything..."
No.
It's happened 21 times already where I've tried to hang out with you or call/text you and you're either "busy" or with your own friends and i feel intimidated and ignored when i try to "fit in" with your "group". Maybe 4 times i was lucky enough to have a decent conversation where you didn't have to leave to go "somewhere" and can't talk. so fuck off. if you really "love" me, put your effort into it and call/text me or let's just chill. Don't say hi and leave.(That'll just piss me off.)
Anyway, school is being a pain in my side even though week 3 has barely started. I'm trying to draw but when I do i get idiots sitting next to me saying "Where's her mustache?" and that doesn't help. for the love of all that is good SOME FUCKING MOTIVATE ME. NAOW. i love you. damn.
Well, time is passing me by and I'll try to update more :l
chao.<3